AD said:i hear you, 21, and boy do i feel your pain. but here's the weird thing for me: i hate the thought of transcribing. it's the one thing i always dread about the writing process -- but it's always the thing that i find incredibly rewarding in the end. transcribing allows me to revisit how i was thinking during the interview, allows me to pick up quotes and info i didn't know i had, and gives me the comfort of having a conversation with the subject without worrying about writing down every little thing said. it helps me organize my thoughts, even the architecture of a story. i'm tempted all the time to say, fork it, i'm paying somebody to transcribe this 90 minute tape, but then i'm sure that i'll miss something - not just a fact or a great quote - but a mood, an inflection that sends the piece in a different direction, and i buckle in for hours of backspacing and screechy rewinding. ugh. i hate the forking process, but it helps me more than almost anything else. if there's a middle way, i haven't found it yet.
Yes. Everything you said, yes.
The mood and inflection....that's why I'm doing this. I know what he said the first time, but hearing the way he said it has more impact than the actual words.
I definitely wanted him to go somewhere during this particular interview, and he did. Now I realize he went deeper than I expected; I was too focused on the keeping him on the topic to really hear what he was saying. Would have missed that if someone else had transcribed...the long pause, the search for the right word, the hesitation.
And of course, realizing I'll never be able to use some of the best stuff. I don't know if there's a worse feeling.
I'm stalling. Back to work.